I’ve made my decision.
1. On Thanksgiving, I’m going to make that tiny turkey that I bought for just the two of us when I was exuberant about hubby doing so well. With all the trimmings, just as we’d planned. And one, possibly two, bottles of the finest wine I can rustle up.
2. I’m going to decorate the snot out of the Casa del Judi for Christmas. Just like he and I did ever so many years ago, but hadn’t been able to for the last several years because he was so ill.
3. And, because I’ve decided that the best way to honor his life is to live mine to the fullest:
I’m meeting with friends who are going to help me with editing and publishing this week, and my first book is going to be a reality. Soon.